A 1D Xmas - NIAM - All I wanted for xmas was youWarnings: none LIAM POVChristmas carols play though the cold empty park, but all I'm focused on is my band mate, bestfriend and secret crush: Niall Horan."You really must hate me" Niall mumbles, thick with his Irish accent. He looks away from me, his eyebrows are crunched together and tears are in the corners of his eyes.I could feel a pressure in my chest like my heartstrings had been ripped out. I'm a nice guy but I like to think I'm able to handle a lot of challenges life throw my way like paparatzi, haters and the breakup with Danielle but seeing Niall hurt was something i couldn't handle... because I'm the one who caused it.I bend down and wrap my arms around Niall."I'm sorry Niall, I'm so so sorry" I whispered in to his ear, hugging him tighter."Niall this wasn't the time I wanted to say this but I need to, I don't hate you." I take a deep breath and my heart is beating so loud I'm sure Niall can feel it too. I take my arms off him and look him straight in the eyes."I'