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A 1D Xmas - NIAM - All I wanted for xmas was you
Christmas carols play though the cold empty park, but all I'm focused on is my band mate, bestfriend and secret crush: Niall Horan.
"You really must hate me" Niall mumbles, thick with his Irish accent. He looks away from me, his eyebrows are crunched together and tears are in the corners of his eyes.
I could feel a pressure in my chest like my heartstrings had been ripped out. I'm a nice guy but I like to think I'm able to handle a lot of challenges life throw my way like paparatzi, haters and the breakup with Danielle but seeing Niall hurt was something i couldn't handle... because I'm the one who caused it.
I bend down and wrap my arms around Niall.
"I'm sorry Niall, I'm so so sorry" I whispered in to his ear, hugging him tighter.
"Niall this wasn't the time I wanted to say this but I need to, I don't hate you." I take a deep breath and my heart is beating so loud I'm sure Niall can feel it too. I take my arms off him and look him straight in the eyes.
what love is not.it was a s l o p p y first kiss where
my drunk lips fumbled against yours.
the dull thwack of my heart,
locked behind curved ribs
cleared my groggy brain,
clouded with lustful premonitions.
it was an e l e c t r i f y i n g first kiss where
you entwined your hands in my hair.
your mouth encompassed mine and
my breath became lost in the steady
of your chest.
it was a s h y first kiss where
i pulled away before you could explore.
your tongue grazed my teeth,
searching for a way past the ivory gates.
i dug my finger into the stubble along your jaw,
my nail lulling your carnal desires.
it was my first kiss with you.
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