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A 1D Xmas - NIAM - All I wanted for xmas was you
Christmas carols play though the cold empty park, but all I'm focused on is my band mate, bestfriend and secret crush: Niall Horan.
"You really must hate me" Niall mumbles, thick with his Irish accent. He looks away from me, his eyebrows are crunched together and tears are in the corners of his eyes.
I could feel a pressure in my chest like my heartstrings had been ripped out. I'm a nice guy but I like to think I'm able to handle a lot of challenges life throw my way like paparatzi, haters and the breakup with Danielle but seeing Niall hurt was something i couldn't handle... because I'm the one who caused it.
I bend down and wrap my arms around Niall.
"I'm sorry Niall, I'm so so sorry" I whispered in to his ear, hugging him tighter.
"Niall this wasn't the time I wanted to say this but I need to, I don't hate you." I take a deep breath and my heart is beating so loud I'm sure Niall can feel it too. I take my arms off him and look him straight in the eyes.
A Bloody, Stupid Miracle The day we’d cured the human condition was the day I put a bullet through my head and didn’t die. It was also the day I realized how scared I actually was of death, and after hours of muscle ache from holding that gauze against my open skull, after the wound closed and everything went back to normal, I had myself a good old-fashioned brainstorm. How ironic.
But when summer came, everything had fallen to shit. The air scorched my skin and parched my tongue every time I took a breath. The sun glared down on a rapidly-collapsing world, full of the undying bastard children of cruelty and misfortune. What was one to do when their cells regenerated faster than they decomposed?
My feet hit the pavement, now littered with jagged bits of glass to snap at my toes, thoroughly baked by the blazing ball of bitter disdain high overhead. Today was worse than yesterday. Though I’d often wondered the purpose of it anymore, I
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